Saturday, July 3, 2010

I'm back...

And I feel zesty! My dedicated readers know that when it comes to my looks, I'm a depressed mess. I have just one mirror in my house and I avoid it at all costs. I've gone to therapy on and off for about 5 years, hoping someone with a degree could fix me. But I am still broken. But every doctor, counselor, therapist, psychotherapist says the same thing. It's an ultimatum... "Either learn to like yourself as you are... or do something about it!". And they are so right. And after 5 years of suffering, I have decided what I am going to do. Both. I'm going to like myself and improve at the same time. I've kept my hair long for years so I could hide under it. Not no more. I'm going to get a short hair cut...something I feel good about....maybe a pixie with some wispy bangs. I'm going to wear that shirt I've always been too ashamed to wear. I've always wanted to be one of those women with the swing coat, chunky scarf, and big shades. I'm going to wear shorts. I'm going to turn heads and feel good about it. I'm going to be FaBuLoUs. Yes, I am overweight. Yes, I jiggle. And oh yes, I got double D's. And NO, I'm NOT gonna APOLOGIZE for it! Danni's not hiding any more.

2 comments:

Mary Jo said...

COOL!!!!!! GREAT!!!!! FANTASTIC!!!!!!

Samantha said...

I know you posted this awhile ago, but just from reading the post, it seems like you've got some great confidence going!

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